Saturday, February 28, 2009

Druged up weekend

So getting the teeth pulled today was not that bad. It is kind of weird, I remember the IV going in and them putting stuff in my mouth, and they said they were done. It felt like 5 mins had passed, but in actuality it was about 30. weird.

The pain is not that bad so far, I have been icing it and taking the meds. I slept most of the day so that is why I am up blogging at 1 in the morning.

My hubbs has been wonderful taking care of me, you know it is friday, so this is perfect! My hubsband rocks becuase of how sweet he is when I am sick. I can be a real baby with not wanting to do a lot and just lay in bed. He made me dinner and brings me my meds on a little tray. I love him so much. I think he is going to make an awesome dad.

It is so fun watching Hubbs interact with kids. He loves them! We have some good friends with three girls and they are always asking when Hubbs is coming over to play. When ever we see them on campus, they always run to him for high fives I love it. There are several families that we have baby sat for, all older kids. I dont think I could do the baby thing for someone else. I dont want to do that until it is mine. Maybe that is selfish, but I havent held a baby baby since before we found out about all the infertility. I think I would burst if somone asked me to hold their infant. I kind of want to keep it that way until we are matched and I get to hold my child. I know I am setting myself up for a very emotional moment, but that is ok.

Wow, well that is what you get on drugs at 1 in the morning, a lot of random rambling!

2 comments:

~Jess said...

Glad you're doing all right.

I know what you mean about the not doing the baby thing until it's your's. I've done a sufficient job of avoiding babies for quite a few years now.

Feel better.

Stacie said...

Here from ICLW.

Sorry about the tooth pain. Hoping you heal and feel better quickly. Yay for pain killers, too.